Post by /Sad/~rain on Dec 19, 2008 22:46:36 GMT -5
-(~Name~)-
Lana
-(~Gender~)-
Female
-(~Type~)-
Human
-(~Age~)-
19 years
-(~Owner~)-
Raie Iishida
-(~Position~)-
Owned but works for Rebellion
-(~Lifestyle~)-
Occasionally doing things around School like cleaning, cooking, etc.
-(~Residence~)-
House of Susumu
Lana
-(~Gender~)-
Female
-(~Type~)-
Human
-(~Age~)-
19 years
-(~Owner~)-
Raie Iishida
-(~Position~)-
Owned but works for Rebellion
-(~Lifestyle~)-
Occasionally doing things around School like cleaning, cooking, etc.
-(~Residence~)-
House of Susumu
-(~Description~ When you look at this human girl, you wouldn't guess she has almost reached maturity. No one would give her more than 16 years. It is not because she would be short - but that is not the problem as she is about 170cm tall - but because she is so lean and frail. Her bones seems to be nothing more than small sticks and her ribs are visible and countable under the thin, pale skin. It isn't that she doesn't have anything to eat - she just doesn't want to eat, only having a small meal once per day. Her body curves reminds more that of a nicely shaped teenager more than a young woman, too.
Lana has humble look about her often. Head bowed slightly, eyes downcast but otherwise completely expressionless she walks around the city and even the house. Mind you, there is nothing heart catching about her when she passes you like this. Her true beauty comes out when she is angered or hurt, on the brink of saying something snappy. Then she raises her head and stares steadily at you, her eyes widening and skin becoming even paler, her chin is raised and there is tiny smirk on her lips that seems to hide fangs at that moment. Some says she looks like a fairy or demon then because her strange eyes seems to hold no anger or pain that she is feeling but tell that she knows that you're much worthless than her, that you are just empty space. Unfortunately, that is just a mask she puts on unconsciously to protect her self and on inside, she is probably dying. Maybe, if she would learn to trust and love her self a bit more, if she would look at everyone directly, people would notice that even despite her skinny looks, she is beautiful.
Her eyes, indeed, are strange. One is deep, dark blue while the other is green-gold. Of course, it is not that pure golden color animals sometimes has but on the dark green base the brown speckles looks quite golden. They are neither big or small but she seems to not open them fully, making them smaller than they actually is. Her eyelashes are dark brown and rather thick but her eyebrows mismatched - one is gentle curved like bow but other reminds of broken bird wing. Altogether, they give her strange but not ugly look. But it's rare when someone can look straight in her face, anyway.
Her facial features matches her body - she has high cheek bones, small nose and full but not big mouth. Her ears, right one adorned with golden hoop, are also small and looks almost pointed. But only almost. It is possibly just a illusion by the way how her golden brown hair frames her face. They fall to her back blades in soft waves, being smooth and well cared of. In fact, her hair is only thing Lana cares about in her appearance and she tries to always keep them clean and well brushed. Normally, they're straight but when wet, they curl slightly.
-(~Personality~ Many wouldn't even notice if she suddenly became mute. Maybe some thinks she already is. It is almost impossible to make her talk, especially more than just the needed things. Even more so around animals - she relaxes a bit with humans but only with some, not all. That's why her sudden outbursts of joy, affection or other strong emotions always takes one by surprise. They are very rare, though, and mostly on Raie has experienced them.
She is considered secretive because it is impossible to tell what is going on in her mind. That is reason why rebellion distrusts her slightly - some thinks she could betray them any moment for who knows what she is actually plotting. But Lana is very trustworthy - she will never give away a secret trusted to her and she will do everything to not fail a duty trusted to her.
This girl is indecisive when it comes to doing things for her self and will probably step back from a harder task to get something good for her self but she is ready to fight if it is for someone else. It roots in her loyal and helpful as well as kind nature. She is the type who will probably go up to you, help you without a word and then slip away not even expecting you to say thank you. She is often also very sweet to those who get close to her.
She has learned to mask her emotions nearly perfectly and only some, like Raie, has learned to read the small changes there are in her expression. She is very sensitive about other people reaction towards her and others but sometimes she misunderstands them. So, she has been used few times by humans, too, because of her friendliness and she is somewhat suspicious. Overall, both kinds of people confuse and even frighten her and she tends to avoid to get knowing them better or closer to them because is afraid they will push her away or betray, hurt her.
She thinks of her self very lowly, assuming that everyone is more or less better than her, that the biggest sin is to praise your self about something or point out someone's obvious mistake - after all, what her wrong eyes sees as mistake is probably perfection. She is sure she can't do anything right. She is almost creepy with her humble attitude.
Deeply down, her happy-go-luck, easy self is still alive but it would take lot of effort to pull it out. Only thing that is still very fresh in her from it is her belief that everything will end good, that there is no thing that can't be fixed. And, sometimes, she still manage to assure others and brighten moods. She is also quite intelligent, liking to read and learn, even if she will almost never ask to explain something. No, better she will return tot hat thing alone later and find out how it works her self... If she is sure she can't break it.
-(~Wardrobe~ She dresses as simple as possible. Mostly manly clothes, like dark pants and shirts. Deep down, she loves and despites dresses in the same time and always hopes she will get courage and chance to wear a very beautiful one once again. She has hard time finding fitting shoes, though, because her feet is smile but her feet is formed so that she has hard time wearing children shoes. That's why when she can, she walks barefooted.
Another her problem is that she hardly stands cold weather. She is always cold, even in summer, possibly because of low blood pressure but winter is real hell for her. It's problem for Raie to dress her warm enough that's why she will be sometimes seen with many layers of clothing, hidden under one big dark shirt or jacket.
Her only jewelry is her golden hoop earring, a gift from Raie on eighteenth birthday that she treasures dearly. And she has ancient pocket watch - a gift from Raie's grandmother Ayume. It's silver and with beautiful flower engraves and a butterfly in the middle. That is a thing she would protect with her life if needed, even if it doesn't show time anymore. It is always tucked in her pocket or somewhere safe.
-(~History~ What you see now is only a mere shadow of what Lana was when she was a child. Due to her past, she has changed a lot and the cheerful, self-assured child is gone... Maybe to never return. However, let's start with the beginning.
Lana is not result of "breeding". Not actually one, at least. Ayume, owner of Lana's mother always took good care of her humans and knew that the woman had fallen for a man from other owner. So, a "breeding session" was organized, though, there was little of the harshness and simplicity used in them and it resulted in Lana's birth... And her mother's death. The woman had always been quite sickly and giving birth was just too much for her, plus, she had not many reasons to live - Lana who had fully inherited the weak body of her mother looked like she won't survive even a day and her beloved was unreachable to her.
Ayume didn't want to kill the baby and found a feeder for the little girl. Thanks to a miracle, Lana survived and strangely quickly started to recover and turn in a healthy child. Around her sixth birthday not only she was fully healthy but also a happy and kind girl who cheered up everyone at the mansion. Elder humans called her little butterfly for she loved to spend time in garden, in middle of flowers. Lana also quickly befriended her Master's granddaughter named Raie. They quickly bonded and what the caracal female studied, the human girl learned, too. She lived happily, like only few humans could in this world.
Lana didn't know how it is to be a slave until the day Ayume died. But then her world was destroyed. Raie was unable to take over the mansion and the humans immediately especially as she had to go on some business trip for that and so, twelve and half years old Lana was left without anyone to take care of her. And the little girl wasn't so little anymore - she was taller and much more pretty than most of girls around her age. So, some of Mansion's servants who had always disliked her and way how Ayume ruled but was too afraid to speak with anyone about that, used that their mistress hadn't mentioned Lana in testament and sold her to Show human owner.
After that, anyone can pretty much imagine what happened. Lana didn't know how to act properly, was too daring, too loud, just too stuck-up, in short - had all the bad things human could have. If not her quite out-of-ordinary looks, her owner would have killed her. And with time, the child gave up. She let her self be broken, starting to think that Raie, her best friend had sold her. The Shows, of course, did much to break her spirit and thoughts about her self, too. So, after half year, when caracal finally found her, Lana couldn't care much less what happened to her. Yet, she was very grateful that her new master spent so much time and money to buy her back, save her from further torture, that she swore to her self she would forever serve Raie in every way she needed.
After that, her life went quiet and simple. She had almost stopped growing, her illness returned and regaining one bit of self-esteem took years. That's why she still thinks of her self as scum. Yet, due to people who she met in her time of true slavery, she is part of Rebellion, a thing she regrets quite much because Raie knows nothing about it.
Deceased Mother, Unknown Father and Siblings ~Family~)-
No ~Married~)-
None ~Children~)-
No ~Married~)-
None ~Children~)-
-(~Statistics~ Erm, nothing big?
-(~Color~ Post, "Her Speech", "Her Thoughts", "Other Speech"
-(~Other~ She is owned by Raie while they are actually friends... Well, at least the caracal treats her so. Lana doesn't act more than a usual servant. She lives in House of Susumu and is good at Martial Arts, too but she strongly dislikes violence so she would use it only in life-death situation. Also, she works for Rebellion and tries to figure out a way how to turn Raie a bit more towards it. Very sickly but able to survive.[/ul]